GadisKu -part two-

Mana-mana lelaki akan memulakan sesuatu dgn merendah diri

Sesungguhnya diriku juga sebegitu

Aku bukanlah seorang yang puitis

Yang pandai memainkan kata-kata

dan pandai memutar-belitkan ayat

Sebenarnya, memang kebanyakkannya adalah mmg dari hati

Ramai kaum perempuan mengatakan jgn percaya janji lelaki

Sesungguhnya janji-janji perempuan pun kena berhati-hati

Bukan mengatakan perempuan yg salah

Tetapi sama-sama salah

Tidak pandai hendak membaik pulihkan keadaan

masing-masing mahu tegakkan benang yg basah

Boleh kata semua salah diletakkan di bahu lelaki

Mmg sebegitu adanya kerana fitrah tuhan menjadikan lelaki ketua

tetapi ketua pun melakukan salah kerana kita semua manusia

mmg tidak terlepas dari segala kesilapan dan kesalahan

sbb itulah keluarnya kata-kata "setiap kejayaan seorg lelaki dibelakangnya perempuan"

Percayalah sesungguhnya hati ini milikmu Bukan untuk org lain

walaupun ramai yang memandang dan ramai yg memikat

Cinta hati ini hanya untukmu

Percayalah sesungguhnya diri ini kupercaya diciptakan untukmu

Sbb itulah segala perbuatanku hanya akan membuatkan diriku memikirkan mu

walaupun tidak ku katakan setiap saat ku mengingati dan merinduimu

Yakinlah padaku

Bukan ku mencari Fatimah

kerana diriku bukan Muhammad

Tidak ku mencari Zulaikha

kerana diriku bukan Yusuf

Yg ku pinta hanyalah kepercayaan dan keyakinanmu

bahawa suatu hari akan ku pimpin dirimu

ke pintu bahagia

ke pintu ketenangan

dan ke jalan yg benar

dan kau tahu bahawa masa itu sangatlah dekat

-madah untukmu khairunnisa-

16th December 2009- 1st Morning Workout

Today I woke up in the morning @6.40am with a very lazy feeling but I cant LoSE weight like this...so I have to ...

breakfast@8.30 : mee goreng...(I have to change lorh)

lunch@1.30pm : nasi+ikan masak merah+sayur+makan with awek :))

dinner@7.00pm : nasi+ikan bilis......n a load of vege!!

Please guys, help me with this!!

THE SCALE

I finally bought new weighting scale for rm79.99!!! this is all my colleague fault, he said to me it was only rm59.99... even though my pocket money is gotten skinnier every time, but I think it is worth buying it.

starting weight on 15th December 2009 : (91.4 but we can estimate it as) 92KG !! hehe (i never thought I am in this level of weight)

height : 173cm

BMI : OBESE (of course) but still look good and hensem

Menu for 15th December 2009;

breakfast@9.00am : kuew tiao rm2.00 with telur (i have to cut telur after this)

lunch@1.30pm : yong taw fuu rm4.80 (finally healthy food!!)

dinner@7.00pm : ns goreng (sket jek!!) + deep fried mushroom (sorry guys, this is my 1st favorites meal whole time...so please cook me this if I am at your house)

シュクリ

(this is my new signature, shukri spelling in japanese katakana)

It Has Been Decided!!

I am really thankful to god, now I can RUN!! alhamdulillah...last night after my father said to me " kie, apa kata kie kuruskan badan tu sket..nmpk berombak la..." it was like a tsunami but it is not the end of the day to me yet. So with the feet not completely healed, I went up to my mother's threadmill she bought a while ago (after 2 month she never use it again..haha) and ran. It was a painful 30minutes but it said there distance 3.5, calories 109.....I endured the pain but I must tell you...SO DAMN HURT@!!!@#$ hopefully it will be recover fast.

From now on, (thanks to my beloved father) I will start to revealed my diet menu and workout activity DAILY!!! starting yesterday; today is not ends yet so I do not know what will I eat or do.

But first I set the basic ground rules for myself;

1) workout 2x daily for 30minutes

2) not more than 1 plate of rice per day

3) 20 X 2 of push ups and 35 X 2 of sit ups

4) minimal an apple a day to make the doctor away

5) no late meal after 8pm

maybe this 5 rules are enough, if it too many I'm afraid I can't follow it all..

my meal yesterday 14th December 2009;

breakfast@9.30am : kuew teow rm2.00 with egg and cucumber..

lunch@1.30pm : 1 plate of rice and ikan keli!! nyum3

dinner@7.00pm : 1 plate of rice oso....with ayam masak merah...my favorites..huhu (this is hard)

Right now I do not possessed any weight scale. All scale in my home was broken, consider me and all my siblings that too concern about their weight but never do about it at all.

I will try to make this journal as long as possible so that the difference of my weight and look will be noticed. But still is a long process that need strong determination and great passion..pray for me okay?

GadisKu

Kenapa kalau bincang pasal gadis je hati berdebar2?

Kenapa kalau terjumpa mana2 gadis (berdahi licin) hati teruja?

Kenapa kalau ada gadis respond hati rasa ni ada peluang ni...? hehe

These questions are all being in my mind (and MAYBE can be applied to any other men in the world) always and kept me going on pursue with the "gadises"....(my story is not over ok, please don't judge me yet). You can label me as a typical men that are excited over girls (OF COURSE!!) but I am not the "vocal" type of men that straightly go and said "hai, sorg je ker? boleh berkenalan?" or any other question related. I will just say "hai" , wave my hand and smile a very sweet one (that sometimes my friend said it senyum gatal) to her. Eventhough she smiled back at me, I will just go away because I don't believe and dislike this kind of way acquaintance. If it stuck anyway, I just consider her just as a friend (maybe...hehe).

Put that aside because FYI, now I am single but not available. Thank to god that make me met her and it took place in the bookstore!! I am not such a bookworm but now books are my closest friend (after my PC.. dOuWWH). Relationship will somehow change your attitude, from bad to good and usually from good to bad. Depends on the relation and the communications between the partners. In my observation, some of my friends changed eventhough they were not in relationship or any other kind. They wanted to get the attention from the gadis/men they like. For me, it is being hiprokit. Be oneself and act natural (but if your attitude is below par, please change). If not, the relationship will be not very interesting because all thing is in our plan and mind. I like girls that hard to understand and predict. It is fun and exciting "no pain, no gain" kind of thing.

But in the end, we have to be thankful to Allah for what He gave us. For the one that already got one, please make sure you really take care of her/him. And for those who doesn't, don't just go and pick randomly that might be not your mr/mrs right....they could be mr/mrs right now..(maybe for desperados only)...haha

Torn ligament

hey all, sorry for the delay and 'lag' writing on my blog (although there are not anyone read it). As the title above, I recently suffered torn ligament at my beloved god gave feet. It is really2 hurt, it has been 4 weeks now and still I can't walk properly. I can't tell you how I got this, but I can tell you that we should honor and be grateful for what we have now. Because later, we do not know when God will take it back from us. O2, H2O, our body and etc. is all mercy from God. Thank you Allah for not take my whole feet. So, I have to hang my sport shoe and leave all the dieting and healthy way of life behind....

Anyway, FYI I am now working at somebody's company, not my father's. The office is at Puchong Jaya near IOI mall. even though it is near, I never had the chance to go there for lunch break(huhu). So and so, I am very happy man and hopefully I can get married by the end of next -year. The pay is so-so lah because of I am still in probation period. Hm...what else you want to know? Oh, I am in marketing department serve as marketing executive. Sound lame right? but I am thankful to God and everyone that helped me for this job. I got new laptop and new workspace!! yeah!!

For the end of year thought, thinking of buying new bicycle to cover my feet injury but still I am lacking of money...someone can sponsor me? :p

Run For Your Life

This journal is the continuation from the previous one that had been 'accidentally' deleted by my gamer brother. So I will try to remember to write all the one that I wrote..wish me luck :P

Actually, I did not know what to put the matching topic for this journal so I just came with this this..ahaks. Yes, run is good for your life, what I am trying to say is run is can make your life much2 healthier. But I have been blabbering about this from my 3 previous journal's entry (see below) and for addition, yesterday I did not go for my jog. Suddenly I felt so tired...this maybe because of I accidentally slept for 5 minutes! huhu

So..what I is I want to say>>?? hm... maybe I want to share experience that I have been through in the last couple of days (a bit gay though but...nah, who cares!).

I was shocked, when I found out that I now did not play DoTa for quite a long time and I didnt even feel the "something missing in my life" feeling. From now on, I will go for the next chapter of my life! sorry guys(4-bidden) I will always support you guys but I will not be the team captain now. Goodluck and chayok2!!

Alhamdulillah, my job at work is going well and I didnt have any problems to wake up early although I slept late. go to my 10minutes from home office punctually and the projects even kept coming..I praise to you my almighty God for given me the opportunity and all the rezeki I'de had.

Recently, the news spreading about Jaya shopping mall collapsed and the biggest conspiracy of all, Sultan Mizan's STadium at terengganu. Jaya was my 2nd favorite place to hang out once a while after midvalley of course..but that is all 5 years back when I was at IIUM matriculation centre. oh, the good old days. OK back at the topic, thank god that no one dead or injured at sultan's mizan stadium but sadly at jaya is otherwise. I have been to the stadium last year, before the sukma games started. Luckily nothing happen at that time..and now we see everyone pointing finger to anyone, blaming to everyone and doesnt want to accept and realize their wrongdoings.


From menteri besar (big minister:p), menteri kerja raya(minister of work:P) the consultant, architect, contractor that took all the blame!! and etc. This really pissed me off. I suggest that we all take two steps back and think:
1) Who and How the hell that someone wants to be the escape goat for this catastrophic incident? (Maybe if they been paid)
2) the most important part, be creative and try to find the solution to fix the stadium and to make sure this doesnt happen again for the building and all the building that will be built for the country. Set up new rules and regulations to keep the building want to be built standing and last. not to be built to wreck. But please don't make the "biokrasi" more difficult...huhu. Lastly..let us THINK people!!!! Long live our king!

benci betul!!!

I just finished wrote a new post...i wrote quite long but sadly when I just let it download pictures...my most lovely brother click close...and there it is....

Biggest Loser!!

I think all of you knew about this reality show that being played at 7.00o'clock on hallmark astro every weekday. For the people who didn't know, well..it is a show like AF and survivors but the contest is to lose as much weight as possible. At the end of the week, they will conduct a little game to determine who will be send home.

Americans/westerners have obesity problem and it is serious, maybe thats why they come out into this program. enough said, this reality program was so good even all my sisters come to their senses and go for their jog (at treadmill unfortunately). I asked them to join me jog at the lake, they tried, but mostly they walk then jog...sigh~~

Malaysian.....for me like it or not we are towards on outbreak of obesity in our society. This is because of our lazy culture and busy or nothing to do (hanging out) atmosphere. But still, we have some of those who are concern..hm...jom la jog wes...dating pun leh dibuat semasa jogging...

all and all, i enjoyed that program and I suggest maybe our television station can produce this kind of program, a healthy one....what ever it is, we have to cherish and enjoyed our life to the fullest!!

lighter than b4???

I am just finished jogging from 6.15pm-7.15pm...hmm (terlepas la solat kat masjid). I jogged from home-tasik shah alam(whole big round)-home. At the beginning of the run, I felt my body was so light and I started running faster. Unfortunately, I did not have the stamina to maintain the running pace. So what I did was running slow, maybe at 6 or 7km/h (this I got from running on the treadmill my mom bought). uhh..feels down a bit huhu. I did not run for a month now, this is all because of my damn FYP and the all night shifter I am doing for the whole month now.
I really love to jog at the lake than at the treadmill...not because of the chicks there (even though it is a bit true), the panorama and the view are so beautiful and breathtaking. Nowadays a lot of people comes to the lake for various of purposes, jogging, sightseeing, flirting, and many more. This I think was a good change and a healthier lifestyle we are living now, if I am the menteri besar, I will support this and invest to this recreational places. Chinese people now also pursue healthier lifestyle not fortune only, sadly not all malay people realize this important issue and just keep on with their laziness (me too!!). So to make malay live longer, please people!! go jog!! gambate neh!!

finally, welcome home shukri

Sunday 3rd of May 09, I came home exactly at 4.30pm with my brother from uia after a while not coming home. and then here I am with a laptop on my lap and television showing "mentor". Tried to cook for myself and find an activity to do, but still I an bored. i Miss uia and my friends there...and i know they misses me oso...hehe

I am thinking of applying for
a) replacement teacher (or killer..hehe)
b) engineer at HICOM engineering (segan sbb praktikal kat situ dulu)
c) grow up grapes..hehe

what do you think??

Demam!!

masya-allah...kenapalah demam masa nih...ades...sekarang ni lah masa2 yg sgt penting utkku membuat segala perancangan masa hadapan n menghabiskan sisa2 hidupku didalam uia ini...(mengapa tetiba cakap melayu nih?? adakah kerana terpengaruh dgn novel??)haha

Exams????? FINISHED!!!

alhamdulillah...thank to Allah almighty that give me strength and the brain that made me go all through over my study. I never expected that I came this far....(WOW). I also want to express my greatest appreciation to all the members of my family and all my friend that supported me all this years (influenced me to play games all the time). I wish you all the best in whatever you are doing. So sad on leaving uia, so many memories, so many happy and sad tiems, failure and victory I achieved...huhu

I remembered when I was 1st registered there, I went there and registered on my own. No family members were there to accompany me...no big deal I am the eldest one though (still sad..huhu). and 5 days for ta'aruf week I went through. We placed at bilal that are miles away from main auditorium. I can't bring my car to the venue

because it is policy (i am too damn straight at that period..huhu) so I went there by legs. Not many students in my intake because all my batch were taken into the previous semester. So I were there with juniors and some of from my batch. The most unforgetfull is when the commities secretly records our movement and showed it to us. So damn hillarious and f***ing funny!!!!! i miss those moments.....uhhh

Maybe after this i will find a good job and a good soulmate(!!??).

Plz DONT SleEPZZZ!!!!

I think all of you know and have been drive/passengger in a car. For me, it is always me to be the "supir" because of course it is my car. I wont allow my car for another person to drive if i am there.

The important part is, for the co-driver that sit beside the driver. Please and I beg you to be considerate and responsible to fulfill your job as a chatting partner. If the journey is a short distance one..can la if u want to sleep but plz think for the driver, If you sleep and all the passengger behind also 'bantai' sleep, what will happen to the driver??? huh?? I will get sleepy also!!! maybe accident will occur....and the person behind..plz la urut2...

In my family and friends, hehe I would say the worse co-driver is as follows:
1)my mother (sorry mama, ki gurau2 jek)
2)syahmi (my dota bro, he would stay silent from the start until the end and I have hit a car with him beside me)

Passenggers at back...plz fasten ur seatbelt..huhu

Tanpa Mu.

Resah yang kuUbah dalam kata

Melukiskan kesunyian

Tanpa engkau aku tak mengerti

Meski Pagi itu menatapi

Akan sunyi tanpamu

Menemani aku sepi

Tanpa..Cintamu aku resah

Tanpa..Kasihmu aku hampa

Tanpa..Dirimu aku mati

hohoo…
Ulang 2x
Kini benar-benarku rasakan

Dalam benuk hatiku tanpamu

Ku tak mengerti

Takut Takut jauh dari dirimu

Kan kau tinggalkan aku sendiri

Tanpamu ku mati Hohoo…
Resah yang kuUbah dalam kata

Melukiskan kesunyian

Tanpa engkau aku tak mengerti
Ulang 2x

I want to rephrase what the great BoB Marley said in his song "No women No Cry". I have been with them with all my life and I never in my everyday basis I didn't contact/meet them whether it is my own mother, siblings and friends. It is not a must for me but Allah have made it fitrah for us human to meet and mate. Cannot resist the temptation.....uhhh NOT!!

I'm against many of my friends statement that sounds like if we were a bit close with one particular girl, thats it...she is your girlfriend...all of this is about soal hati. So please people, especially my mother! and friends don't assume unless you know the truth. Ask first and think it all over before go all public about that. (sounded emotional isn't it?? huhu)

Back to the topic, everything achieved in our life have their rather difficult/easy steps. In the journey to find a soulmate some people would find it easy (the richie richs, the brad pitts and the forrest gumps) and for normal people it is like went to hell. And for the lucky ones they came back but others either they stay there or dead or become gay.

I agreed some people say that LOVE is sharing and giving what u have and sacrificing..but in a good way...not just membabi buta...I learned a lot and I believe true love will come in a proper way. I dispised the relationship that are one-sided (either the gurl or the boy that sacrificing..not his/her soulmate). Like my mother always said to me"ki, plz don't play with a girl's heart" and I will reply "yes mama, I won't...it is always them"...before that she forbids me to have girlfrens...zzzz....

Forbidden..

DoTa, defence of the ancient...this game was a phenomena!! I remmembered when I started playing this addictive and drug-like game when I was 18yr old. At that time I was at Matriculation Centre IIUM and my uncle introduced this game to me. As usual, for the first-timers they will get pawned a lot and called noobs or nuba. But after the pawning and killing and suiciding, I did not stop and continue to play this game. The fun part of this game is just like playing basketball or football; strategies and skills and of course TEAMPLAY. I influenced many to join me to play this game, even my own brother I trained. (I hope that his studies doesnt affected).

Actually me and my friends have formed a team called forbidden and in short form 4-dn. We have came into the highest level of friendship; Buddies or in girls term BFF (best friend forever). I am glad to mention the name all of them
1) me myself as the team captain =P 4Dn-sUkI
2) raihan md ghazali (emo tanker) 4Dn-Han
3) Akil md yusoff (jimbit ganker) 4Dn-888
4) Hanafi (drafter+ganker) 4Dn-Skynard
5) Adnan Syed (gay foreigner) 4Dn-RaGe
6) My own BROTHER!!! syahmi (the farmer) 4Dn-PoLan
7) our supporters and replacements (hehe) miru, MAB, islam, apek, syam n etc

I don't know how to express my gratitude to all of them because with them I lerned to be a good team leader(maybe) and how to manage a team. If I have done wrong or make you all emotional when play the game with me. I hope that after I graduated you all can stay with the team..LONG LIVE 4-dn!! We went to many places in search of tournaments; uia mostly =P and UTP..huhu but the time spent make all of us bonded together...(i'm not gay). FYI, our team have 2 foreigners...hahaha

speak of games, i spent a lot of time playing, not to mentioned others and I made a conclusions; Nowadays game is a must for every engineering student (??) and in Japan this kind of culture have make a very profitable bussiness for them. In Fiipina and Vietnam and maybe chine, they have special group of gamers and being paid for playing!!! I don't know if this kind of culture implemented in Malaysia but this will have pro and cons. and we have to measure it first. Whatever it is, I hope that our generation and future generation will be good, as long as our Islamic law and culture is preserve. (que sera sera.....)

SaraBhai

SaraBhai is actually a name that i gave to my car. Sounds silly but I really appriciate that car, although it is not sportscar or luxury car, I treasure is so much and will be.

My parents bought it when I am studying at MMU in Melaka, maybe because it is far from home and i'm the eldest in the family. They want to buy me a Iswara (which I called a BOX--->shape of the car), I insisted on Satri GTi (what a great taste I have) but of course, higher council won.

just a year ago that I gave that name SaraBhai. Sara=cute,sweet and lovely + Bhai=macho, fierce and ego. I chose this name because of this criteria and its attitude nowadays often 'merajuk'. So to pamper and solve this problem, I gave this name. Alhamdulillah, when 'beliau merajuk' I have to speak nicely and 'pujuk' and miraculously, it is effective! but not all problems can be solved like that.

It is 7 years too long to keep the car? I think not, it is depends on how we care to them and of course the quality of the car!! This related to the subject that I took :Total Quality Management TQM in the university that state; quality must be thorough and applied to the whole department of the company. We malaysians however lack of this, but Perodua now have took the initiative and advance further. I went to their factory at tanjung malim and WOW!! everything is so strategically built and placed. But proton, hm...their vendors (the one who provide parts for the car. eg. locks, doors etc) don't take serious of the quality of the parts they build. In addition, the same company supply to proton and perodua discriminate proton and give their best to produce perodua's parts. But perodua is not 100% malaysian's owned...how unfortunate.

So people, we have to support malaysia's product because we are malaysians. But the people who responsible to manage and have the power to change all of this should take the action to improve and make malaysia better and better. I have some recommendations but maybe in the next blog or after I finished my studies...best of luck to me and others!!

The World is Not Enuff

GRADUATION incoming...

alhamdulillah..praise to Allah...all my 5 years of study in additon of 2 years at matrics...7years!!
I felt just like yesterday I admitted in IIUM. I am not a smart and genius student, and i'm quiet lazy to be frank..and to tell you the truth, I am a game freak myself an DoTa is at the top of my list.

I think i will leave this blog unfinish because have to study...adios

zizi n rufida

gudbye and best of luck to them for leaving AF7..
arrived home from my friend 'kenduri doa selamat' for his engagement (damn!) at 11.30pm. All my sister were watching this reality tv show and I managed to watch it for 30min. It is a lie to tell that I didnt like this kind of show, i think it is interesting and I enjoyed every individual concert performed by each contestant. But it is not being a must for me to follow and watch it every week.

The concept that they try to tell us is to watch it with your family and spend time with each other (it also good to with your GF/BF, try 1st:D). This is good though but for me it is kind of lame because the program itself is not improving. same-o-same-o as the 1st one. From my point of view, they should not keep them in a hostel or controlled environment. Let them be free to train themselves, don't spoon feed them. Malaysians have to be trained independently and let them seek by their own whichever it is. In this AF case, try to do a college/university concept. Try and see the results.

The World is Not Enuff

Introductory

Salamz to all out there..
Welcome to my 1st blog ...(WHAT??)
since been a long time i have a dream to write something and let it publish. Some said that "You are what You read" but i am not a bookworm but in this small brain...i have a lot to share with the world. Maybe it will sound like childish or for some will take it as a harassment/discrimination n etc. but let me know and give me your honest comment..share to care.

The World is Not Enuff