Life could not be more serious..

Salam ukhwah,

I pray that we are all in the bless of the Almighty God. How was everything in this month of ramadhan? I hope everything was fine and may ramadhan this year is better than the last.

Actually, I am not in the mood of writing or publishing any entry because of my workload and dehydration suffered from post-sahur investment in the toilet (>.<). Anyway, I wanted to share with you something that happened to me starting from the beginning of ramadhan. So here it goes, before ramadhan I prayed to Allah asking for guidance and I even promises Him to do something that is of course try to evade and decrease my sinful action. Because at that time, I felt uneasiness and I am cold like -80'C freezer in my lab. Even the saddest story in television about someone lost all his family and have to labor himself to the deepest suffering (on TV3) also could not make my tears flow. I have a really huge fight with my family and they all labeled me as a selfish brat, affect from my coldness, raging and heartless action.

I am really pissed off, felt wanted to be Megatron and destroy all living thing in cybertron (^_^). Thanks to exclusive fitness gym I just registered because I have unleashed all my anger and desperation there. Insya Allah, after this ramadhan you will see me in a slimmer and cooler version.

Ok, back to the topic. When Ramadhan came, I suddenly felt the vibe to change. Especially when I heard Maher Zain song's: insya-Allah. And just after the song, I have to meet with my auntie and suprisingly, she told me "Ki, kita kena berbaik2 dgn family, especially ibubapa kita n lagi2 sete(my grandmother). Tgk pakngah(uncle), rezeki dia melimpah2 sbb pakngah akan tinggalkan semua kerja utk lawat n jumpa sete. Hidup dia jadi lebih berkat". Quickly I go for a reality check, and I though of maybe I should try this and change my life completely. It is just a little change, be good to your parents(in this case, mine).

Alhamdulillah, I felt calm and everything I do is more meaningful and more enjoyable. I don't have the suitable words to describe what I'm feeling right now. But I can assure you and it is fitrah that if we be good and extra nice to people and especially our family, Insya Allah our life will be more happier and maybe (just maybe because a lot can contributes into this) we can achieve our true happiness in our life (kebahagiaan hidup).

Renung2kanlah yer~~happy fasting~~!!

ENJOY to be a muslim

A few days ago, I've encountered with one professor from bosnia. Wandering around in Masjid Negara with 2 companions including his malaysian 'tour guide' that little to know about his own country and completely blur about what his 'client' wanted. He (the prof.) was a lecturer from the 1st Bosnian University that are build just after the war and he also is a fiqh scholar but importantly, he have a daughter studied in UIA!!!

When I asked him about the wellbeing of Muslim in Bosnia, he replied that they are slowly developing and they learnt mistakes from the past. Insya Allah, they can rebuild their country and embrace Islam as the way of life on the same time. Lets us all pray for our brothers and sisters there in Bosnia will achieve peace and harmony with Islam as their way of life.

He also commented about ENJOYing ISLAM as our religion. It comes to my senses and made me think all the way back from Masjid Negara to my home (shah alam). Nowadays we perform all our obligatory that are the 5 pillars of Islam with forceful feeling. We felt that the 5 prayers is a must and we exercise it with no heart at all. Not only the wajib ones, but also the sunnah practice like attending kuliyyah, congregational (jemaah) prayers and other religious activities. We have no heart at all (or Malay called it Hati Kering-dry heart-) in doing all of those. Imam Al-Ghazali once said that ikhlas have three levels :

1) Ikhlas because of fear

2) Ikhlas because of trade (pahala)

3) Iklhas because of slave

So guys, think what level that we are at now??

Maybe we can change our motto now from "Islam is the way of life" to "Enjoy Islam as Our Way Of Life" or "I'm Enjoy to be a Muslim" or any other relevant ones. We have to plow into our hearts Islam that all of our daily Islamic activities are fun (please do not define fun as music and any futile and benefit-less practice).

Please do change our approach to the Muslim because from our ancestors until now we prefer to say to our children 99% of prohibition statement rather than encouraging statement. In Jumaat prayer for an instance, the khatib always said we should do this, we should not do that and giving all the graphs and facts about the consequences of doing the wrong.

We should encouraging the young ones to develop their minds and creatively tell them how fun it is to perform all of the 5 pillars. The benefits and the pros and of course we should also tell them what are the cons of doing maksiat.

-Insan Yang Cemerlang adalah daripada mindanya yg ..............- :)

Thank You Allah

dedicated to: Khairunnisa Bt Halim

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know
You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along
OOOOO
And theres a couple words I want to say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together eternally
Now I find myself so strong
Everything changed when you came along
OOOO
And theres a couple word I want to say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
Infront of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you.loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart

credits to : Maher Zain for this really beautiful song

Hope that our love will last forever...

Halal Or Haram

One day, after watching IP man 2 and Iron-man 2 of course with my fiancée and a couple of friends. We went for a quick supper at disclosed restaurant. I suddenly remembered that one of my friend do eat at Tony Roma's. FYI, this particular restaurant didn't got their Halal certification from Jakim or any other related bodies. So, we all know that all the restaurants that do not have the Halal certificate is not guarantied HALAL. You agree on this statement right?yes, that's right!

So, quickly we went to a friendly argument about this and if you all know him well, he will not admit his mistakes and drag the argument down until the 2 am in the morning! But amazingly though, I can control my emotion (my mother said that I am emotional guy..huhu). Some of points he mentioned, the food are separated from the liquor they served. So, the food he ordered itself stands independently from any non-halal drinks/food. He also pointed out that even our mother's cooking is not certified by JAKIM (WTF!!).

Despite of that, I am suddenly concerned about the ummah. How does we care about our consumables and daily takings. So my friends, do not be so particular about your food but please do take necessary action. Walla hu'alam

Volcanic Ashes

This was interesting situation. Every flight in and out EU were cancelled. Even the news, probe and scouting planes reported to have their engine clogged with the ashes.

My unused brain suddenly processed something, I though maybe we can use this ashes to block aerial enemies. It is for military use of course. This will force them to battle on the ground and it is an advantage for the host country. Since US and Israel are now actively lift their guns, we can use this event as a guidance from Allah to defend our country...

That are all for you to think...thank you

P94 Hulu Langat

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Rabbishrahlisodri wa yassirli 'amri wahlul 'udatal millisani yafkahu qouli

20/03/2010 Tmn Cuepacs, Sg Sekamat Kajang

My engagement day. Alhamdulillah thank to all people involved and make it happen. Like my friend said " pihak perempuan terima x?" and I answered "Yes, alhamdulillah". Thank to god for everything.

10/04/2010 Masjid Negara

Quranic class went well but suddenly when I was about to finish, tourist from Arabic continent came to us and really interested to know what are we doing. One of them got attracted to one particular boy named Nabil who was in his 5. He also kissed the boy..so scary when I though about if he went berserk and kiss me also. He just learned a word "dal" today. So hard to teach him...but it was a valuable experience for me.

P94 Hulu Langat

So disgusted with people who jump (murtad) parties and the timing are sooo right (by-election). Last time, when I was 'active', I followed Luqman(not real name) that time he was ketua pemuda keadilan. Really energetic and spirited person but suddenly the day before the election (PRU 1994 i think), he quits and joined the 'other party'. I quote a friend "everyone have their price"... I hope voters there chooses the best candidate for them..good luck everybody..may the best man wins!!

freaking extremely nervous!!

Salam to all,

Sorry for the late n no entry for throughout the month and before. "biasalah, bezee". But this is lame excuses and frankly I cannot distribute my time effectively to write.

For the "busy"ness that occurred I did not attend my senior's wedding on 13th march 2010. Really sorry about that and I truly regret I didn't show up. Hopefully you and your partner will achieve happiness and given cute children and of course soleh/ah.

Recently, my long awaited brother came from abroad (Japan) solely for my engagement. Yeah people, that is why I got extremely nervous and busy thinking (thinking only...hehe) about the big (not as big as wedding lorh) day. I will end my career as everything my friend called me; playboy,pemikat wanita, buaya, CM (chick magnet) and etc. But consultation session still open upon booking. By the way, my engagement is on 20th March 2010. Please pray that the program will run smoothly.

Sad though but life have to move on and concentrate for your future. From what I learned (26 year old already and just realized), your life is not for yourself. You yourself, family, relatives, friends, community, country and the WORLD. This is what life about. What you can do for all of these people? and how?

Ya Allah, please grant me the strength and power to pursue my dreams and hopes for the betterment of Islam and the world. Hopefully when HE ask me about what are your contribution for the world? I can answer it confidently...(macam interview la plak).

FYI, me and my best friend Shah Azri bin Ahmad organizing a Quranic class at Masjid Negara on every Monday, Tuesday and Saturday. This is for children and teenager below 18 years old. 2 month of announcing and massive promotion, alhamdulillah we can get 9 children. Good for starters and a lot more coming...huhu

ADIOS for now

terharu biru

1)someone said: wes, aku xpaham la apa yg ko tulis dalam blog ko. english ko terabur sangat.

answer : (after a while thinking the proper word&sentence) This is my way to improve, it is up to you to comment and I think you know it already. But I understand your personal character for being too damn "vocal". Neither way, you are still my buddy.

2)someone said : My 1st entry for my blog is " The usage of English in your blog doesnt make you look cool".

answer : WTH!!! takde kaitan langsung untuk dilihat sebagai seorg yang cool. tp x tahulah yang mmg anggap aku kool~~but who give a damn about being cool.

3)someone said : Kenapa awak dah lama x update blog awak? (i know deep in "her" heart there were something hidden..hehehe)

answer : (touched)~~ baik...saya akan update blog saya!

To begin this entry, I would like to appreciate all the feedback and comment from all my friends and readers. Maybe this is a bit awkward for me to have any followers but still I will still try my best to update and sorry if I make this blog too personal for you to read. :)

This year have just begun and yet, many event, incident and accident happens. From the death of Tun Fatimah, King Ghaz and Sultan of Johore. Heartless and immature comments from social network sites and blogs. And many more not to mention politics.

Social Network Site and internet generally give too much freedom for people to express their ideas regardless on how they express it. But we cannot simply blame the internet, this just a medium. We also cannot blame the users, because people varies and predicting human behavior is impossible. Nevertheless, people should be more mature and know how the proper way to say something. It is insane and stupid just to barge and shout bad words to someone that you dislike. Everyone know this but still people prefer backstabbing people......wth

ADIK, now is the time!

Dik, aku pinta kau akan s’lalu setia Dik,

aku mohon kau s’lalu menemani

Saat ku tengah terluka Kala ku tengah gundah

Reff: Ku akan menjagamu Di bangun dan tidurmu

Di semua mimpi dan nyatamu

Ku akan menjagamu Tuk hidup dan matiku

Tak ingin, tak ingin kau rapuh

Dik, jangan engkau pergi tinggalkan aku

oh… Dik, ingin aku cinta dan cinta s’lalu

Saat kau tengah terluka Kala kau tengah gundah

Back to Reff:

Kau akan menjagaku Di bangun dan tidurku

Di semua mimpi dan nyataku

Kau akan menjagaku Tuk hidup dan matiku

Tak ingin, tak ingin kau rapuh

wahh, now I am too emotional lorh. sorry if it is being an annoyance to you. Maybe I am too happy recently and I think you know why.

FYI, my weight now is 90!! so I have manage to reduce 2KG!! yahoo!. Nevertheless, this is not my destination, this is my journey to get a healthier body and intelligent mind (is this possible?). Even though just 2 kg, it is like I'm lost 20KG. hahhahaha

Now I am in a whole new business of biotechnology. So lot to learn and so many to coop. But this is so interesting and it touches me at the right button. (~TETT~). My focus is now on BIOMEDICAL and Industrial BIOtech.

As for myself, I would like to concentrate my side income by Quranic classes. This is a collaboration with my best pal working in Masjid Negara. Hopefully this can be successful because it is for the benefits of ummah and Islam. Ameen.